Love Me Again

Looking in the mirror on the vanity.
Insanity, insanely looking at imperfections.
Directions my eyes navigate from
North to south, east to west, from
Chest to neck, from neck to face.
Disgrace, pity, I see in these eyes
That stare back at me.
Ugly, the horror of wondering
Why I'm not pretty.
I want to be a model, so I can gloat,
Float around with arrogance.
Perpetuating hate with every
Ugly face I see.
Discard their feelings,
Erase their thoughts as
They can't believe what I say.
Display my ego for those
To judge and hold
A grudge to the
Blasphemous words I speak.

Looking in the mirror on the vanity.
Insanity, insanely looking at imperfections,
I see beauty.
Beauty through these eyes of mine.
Find from north to south, east to west,
From chest to neck, from neck to face
A place for love to share.
I dare not speak words of hate,
For those thoughts shall rest
In the bottom of the lake in my soul.
The beginning was an illusion,
The end was the reason why
I love me again.