Return

When does the summer white snow fall from the sky below?
For this was the predicted return date of she.
When shall hell freeze over and there be a patch of four leaf clovers?
For this was the predicted return date of she.
Eternity shall pass as the hourglass becomes a day and I make a mistake,
She may never return on any date.
When is the next time the moon shall meet the ocean, hoping soon,
For this shall be the date I pray for her return.
Maybe dumb was I to reply that she wasn't the only one in my eyes,
For she shall leave my heart here to yearn.
One mistake made now there will be no forgiveness just a loss,
She may never return on any date.
If the summer white snow ever falls from the sky below,
I shall wait by my bedside with my eyes open wide for her return.
And if hell ever freezes over and I see a patch of four leaf clovers,
I shall wait on my porch with eyes teary and my heart feeling like a torch,

Awaiting her return...

Find You

Souls rising from unforgiving words surmised
From a surprised feeling despised
By those who wait for the tide;
Ride the wave but a slave to the crave
Of seeing you smile while we lay;
Play in ways that could be construed
As a sin but passion driven hoping
To be living my life for you;
Do what we do so who is to say
That this May warmth I feel isn't real,
But don't know if you really want to stay;
Days pass like grains of sand in an hour glass
But last in my mind for eternity
So I will be eternally blinded by the constant reminder
Of you not her; life now is only a blur,
Never occurred to me that you would leave
So abruptly and as fast as I can recall a memory
Of you, now you're gone; the sunlight beams thrust upon me
As a constant blinder because no matter where I look
I can't find her, find you...

Regret

Questions go unanswered
In this journey we call life.
Making sense of the insensible.
Regretting the unregretful.
Forgetting the unforgettable.
My love to you,
Shattered like safety glass.
Memories are held together
In one fragmented mass.
What once was one piece
Now held together from
The memory of your laugh.
And one thin sheet holds
That mental picture of you.

Why did I say what I said.
Why did you do what you did?
Why, the only question in my head?
Wanted a story book ending
For you and me.
Now all I have is pieces of you,
But must I let it be?
Can't let go, but I must.
Won't let go,
Your trust in me,
My trust in you is gone.
What are we to do?
You cheated on me,
I lied to you.
I knew I should of told the truth
Spent more time with you,
But I had no clue.
How this was gonna end.
Now all I do is regret...
Not being just friends.