Find You

Souls rising from unforgiving words surmised
From a surprised feeling despised
By those who wait for the tide;
Ride the wave but a slave to the crave
Of seeing you smile while we lay;
Play in ways that could be construed
As a sin but passion driven hoping
To be living my life for you;
Do what we do so who is to say
That this May warmth I feel isn't real,
But don't know if you really want to stay;
Days pass like grains of sand in an hour glass
But last in my mind for eternity
So I will be eternally blinded by the constant reminder
Of you not her; life now is only a blur,
Never occurred to me that you would leave
So abruptly and as fast as I can recall a memory
Of you, now you're gone; the sunlight beams thrust upon me
As a constant blinder because no matter where I look
I can't find her, find you...