Spit & Rinse

Lonely,
Craving you once again.
How do I succeed in
Pulling you away
When you push so close?

Lonely,
Needing you right now.
Could I wait to feed
This addiction of you
That my body hosts?

Lonely,
Knowing we could never be.
But maybe just maybe
We can be together this one last time.

Lonely,
Experiencing visions of your love.
I want another memory of
You so I don't feel so blind.

As I awake to the poison
You infested my mind with,
I realize that all I needed
To do was spit and rinse
To take the taste of
You out of my mouth.