Holding Back

Frustration exudes the surface below. Excludes the purpose of how we flow, how we go into an entangled state of delusions with our minds filled with confusions as hormones race. Keep up the pace at a state that can only lead to explosions within minutes of our touch. So much withheld, so much kept a secret as slowly our minds trickle to our thirst filled mouths the truths from below. As they are heard, as they are whispered, nothing can guard our fears of how far this can go. Slowly, my right hand traces the arch of your back. Relax the state of mind. Find the stacks of stored heat that is ready to be released by me. Slowly the breath begins to deepen. Seeing the mind, soul, and heart weaken. Cracks slowly lace the cement filled heart from a sharp unnatural arch from your back. Goose bumps begin to form popping any hesitation tacks away from the map that is your body. Don't fight it, please stop holding back...

I can hear the screams of pain that haunts. Years at the gauntlet of tauntery, the garden of eden is where you should be. Walking amongst angels but I clutch you hoping for a piece of heaven to rub upon me. Your shoulders, so softly compliment the breasts, enhancing the size of your chest. It's not about lust today, it's about trust. I trust you to trust me in it's truest form of this debauchery. I want to be the masonry of pleasure, using my hammer to please every part of you, sculpting the master piece of love we both share. Shall I dare work upon those delicate calves, massaging every stress filled fiber working my way to the feet. I won't tickle you, it will pleasure me, to pleasure every part of you. To do what hasn't been accomplished in years of solitary, trapped in a prison closed off from your own sin. Untouched because years of torture brought fear of pleasure and I dare not escort you to the bedroom for tears come up in your eyes on that day. But today is a new day as cracks lace the cement filled heart and goose bumps form to pop any hesitation tacks away from the map that is your body. Don't fight it, please stop holding back...